For those of you keeping track, though I can't imagine why:  Yes I am still with my boyfriend.  Although my current love situation has gotten far more complicated, what I am about to say has absolutely nothing to do with all that.  This entry is about the current object of my sexual desires.  Though it truly pains me to refer to her as an "object".  Such an exquisite woman should never be referred to as an object.  (To clarify:  This is not someone that I love in a romantic way.  Merely an infatuation.  This is someone that I know I can never have.  I am content with fantasizing about her and then fucking myself until I am blue in the face.  But I am getting ahead of myself.)

Christina....lovely Christina.  She's so beautiful.  Even her name sounds beautiful.  Go ahead and say it out loud a few times if you don't believe me.  She's such an elegant woman.  She's a good bit older than I am, I'd say at least 10 or 15 years.  All right, perhaps it's closer to 20.  I don't know, I've never asked.  Do I normally go for "older" women?  Not really.  I'm just so completely enamored with this woman that her age doesn't bother me.  Age doesn't bother me much anyhow, but I digress. 

What is it about her that I find so attractive?  There are several things, actually.  She's extremely intelligent and well-educated, she's friendly and pleasant to be around, she has a lovely face and her body's not half-bad either.  But the one thing that attracted me to her from the very moment I met her was....you're all going to laugh at me....her voice.  The very sound of her voice turns me on almost instantly.  I swear she has the most beautiful voice I've ever heard in my entire life. It's so melodic.  When she speaks, I'm in heaven.   

I can tell just from the vibes she gives off that she truly enjoys sex (not to mention she may have a bit of a kinky side), but hasn't had any in quite some time.  If I weren't such a God-damned chicken, I'd offer my services to her.  And of course, if she would come on to me, I would consent in a heartbeat.  Alas, neither one of those things is likely to happen.  So I must continue only to dream of fucking her and eating her pussy.  I wonder if she's loud when she cums.  I bet she is.

Now that I've gotten myself thoroughly hot and bothered, I will go take care of that and then go to sleep.  I wish you all a pleasant evening.

~Rachel